...for a long time, if ever again. I have never been this pissed off before. I apologize in advance for the cursing and bouts of capslock about to ensue...

Alright. I know that the perpetrator behind my unspeakable rage will likely never read this. But I don't care whether this individual does or not. I just am so. Fucking. Tired. Of little douchefaggots who think it's "okay" to have an online relationship for a while, disappear for two months and not respond to their partner, putting that partner through hell, then come back and expect things to be okay between them, only to split up another two months later because of the accusation of cheating.

Yeah, sounds typical. But what REALLY FUCKING PISSES ME OFF is the fact that the party that left was actually the party who was cheating on the one that went through Hell! Then the former has the audacity to blame it on the latter because the latter was talking to a friend of the former. What's worse? The former fucking publicizes it and gains a shit ton of sympathy from people who DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW THE LATTER PARTY! It really, really wants to make me take it out on the guilty ones! Call it a grudge, call it protective, call it whatever the hell you want.

Why does this have my feathers in such a bunch? Because the latter party; the one sent through Hell, the one accused of cheating, is MY SISTER. Pardon me, but I feel I have to type this next part as though addressing the guilty party. If you don't want to read it, skip ahead to the ellipses. (...)

I. DON'T. TAKE. THIS. KIND. OF. SHIT. LYING. DOWN. You don't fucking mess with my family. Period. If the other party (and they will know who they are) somehow gets a hold of this, you better fucking leave my sister out of it and FACE ME like a man, because I will be the one to tear you down. Because of YOU, my sister went through a hell she shouldn't have gone through. Yes it made her stronger, but damnit all if I'm going to let you get away with talking shit on her if you ever so much as SPEAK to her or me again! Just because a relationship is over the internet DOES NOT make it okay to leave for a while to "find yourself" and fucking date around without having the GOOD COURTESY to tell the girl who wondered about you every damned day; wondering, hoping, praying that you'd answer her, that you need to be separate for a while. Not a single day passed that she didn't talk to me or my best friend, wondering if you would ever pick up that damn phone and at least TELL HER WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON. You may call me a hypocrite for not acknowledging the side that isn't my blood kin. I won't give it a passing thought. I just know how much crap she went through, because I listened to it; my best friend in my stead when I couldn't be physically there.

If you ever, somehow, read this, and you know who you are, you better fucking MAN UP. Grow up, grow a pair, and face me if you and your friends want to talk shit on her, because if I EVER find out that you're harassing her because of my words, I will come rip you a new one. I never want to see my little sister put through mental/emotional abuse ever again.

I WILL NOT STAND IDLE.

She insists that I not take action, but if I do, at least know that she isn't the one orchestrating my words and moves. I am. So you will leave her out of any talk that may come in the future between you and me. After all this shit, she still cares enough to accept your friendship. But you act so self-absorbed that you don't give a shit about hurting her. She refuses to hurt you in the same way. She has been extremely patient. Even surpassing me. I will give her credit and props for that.

But I swear on the air I breathe, if I catch wind of recent harassment, you will know my wrath. My sister is not a slut, a bitch, a whore, or any other damned names you can think of to call her. My final words: Where were you when she needed you most?


... Sorry to make you have to read through all that, folks, if you did, that is. I'm just very loyal to my family, even though they drive me up the wall sometimes. I have just never been so pissed off in my life. And to think I used to say I'd support the relatioship... Fuck that. My clemency is not so easily earned. Maybe I'm the heartless one, as I don't give a damn about the other side right now. And I'm fine with that. I don't care what the other side would think of me. I just care that my sis was the one that went through it, and I promise to be there for her when she needs me, as I was tonight when she needed someone to vent to.

Sis, if you read this, I will always be just a phone call or a chat window away. Guaranteed.