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Ever had one of those times when...

Sun May 31, 2009, 10:36 PM

...you just don't feel like doing anything? At all? For days or weeks at a time? Creativity is gone, nothing appeals to you, and you just feel like you can't get motivated to do what you need to do?

Because I'm going through one right now. It sucks. xP I want to draw, but I don't know what to draw and I can't find the inspiration to work on some commissions I owe people on Gaia. I need a job desperately, but I can't kick myself in the ass hard enough to get motivated to give a call to the places I applied. I'm bored outta my frickin' mind. Shoot, I can't even get myself to comment on people's stuff that's gotten piled up in my inbox. T-T

I think a part of it is because I miss Connie. Never a dull moment with her here, I gotta say. Another is because I got a lot on my mind concerning next school year. Dunno; maybe I just needed to type or write it out somewhere. Depression? Maybe. Mild, most likely, if at all. But definitely not clinical.

Blah. I know I'll come out of it. It just sucks while it lasts. xP

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~Hawk-v3 Jun 1, 2009, 1:01:24 AM

Aww... Hope you get back to your normal chirpy(>_>

self soon.

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~BlueFire-Wolf Jun 1, 2009, 3:29:04 PM

I've gone through those quite a bit. I know it's damned hard, but try to get up and do something. Get up, get dressed, and go take a walk. And not one of those wimpy around-the-block walks. A good long one. You'll be amazed at how much the exercise can help.

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~Chobaryu Jun 3, 2009, 7:04:23 PM

xD

:> ^v^

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~Chobaryu Jun 3, 2009, 7:09:47 PM

*nodnod* Or in my case, a good few rounds of DDR. :3 It helped kick me back into gear. ^^

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~Hawk-v3 Jun 4, 2009, 6:37:30 AM

^v^

I see DDR cures everything.

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~MsPheonix Jun 4, 2009, 8:59:52 AM

It does. T_T I'm sorry I'm away for so long; I miss you a lot too.

I feel very flattered to know my BFF is thinkin' o' me.

Though, related to real life matters, I think you should make that a top priority ASAP. :/ You know what I mean. ><; Art is fun and such, but if you wansta leave KS by the end of this summer, than you HAVE to be motivated to prepare for it. : < CC can help in anyway she can, and as your friend I hope you do ask for it. ^^ It makes me feel awesome when I help ya.

I'll always be here for you.

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~BlueFire-Wolf Jun 4, 2009, 1:03:27 PM

Lol, I had to settle with walks because I am completely DDR inept. The arrows are just so confusing for my poor brain. XD

But I'm glad it worked for you.

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